i'm currently in charlottesville, waiting for jared to show up, so we can head to missouri for my grandmother's funeral. i took a bus from philly down to richmond, where mom picked me up, and the three of us will leave as soon as he shows up. tom better fucking be there. it's his mother, after all. i wish i had gone to see her and granddad last summer, like i planned to. too late, now. recap of everything when i get back.