it's amazing how i fall into routine so quickly. adapt to survive, i suppose. i've got a new computer coming to me, picked up an external too. can't get the dam thing to work with my os, but i'll figure it out. mta is next week. i'm not sure i'm up for it. i'm not sure i'm up for very much at all right now. i've got a certain formless rage working right now. not good. don't even know what it's about. i'm going to have to put that shit aside and keep working. ain't got time for that shit. got work to do.